When in Rome

Throughout my 20 year career, I've had numerous boss changes meaning either they resigned to move to other companies or were promoted to other roles internally. It didn't bother me much as I always saw it as a challenge and an opportunity to learn. However, when my boss called me earlier to tell me that he's leaving the bank, I cried after we ended the call. 

I've been working with him for more than a year already ever since I was assigned under his supervision. Suffice to say, I've learned so much from him over that whole period of time. He provided me the much needed direction in my tasks considering I was also new to the role. He always had time for me to discuss even the nitty gritty things. I also learned to make well-informed decisions as I know he will always have my back. For that, I will always be thankful to him.

I'm not sure now who will replace him and other than sadness, am feeling fear. With an upcoming external audit, I was hoping that he would guide me on what to do but it seems that I will be left to my own devices. Am not sure now whose guidance I would need to get.    

I can do a When in Rome but I do not like to leave things unfinished. Moreover, I made plans to stay where I am. I guess I just have to bear it and pray and hope for the best. 

Join the Dance

In one of my previous jobs, I had 14 bosses in a span of 10 years. I quickly learned how to adapt and to be resilient as each boss has a different personality and goal. I experienced doing one project only to be dropped when the new boss came along.

But I left that company 8 years ago and in a span of 8 years, I only had 3 bosses which is quite stable. Sad to say, I've grown complacent because of it. However, at the start of this year, I  had a new boss and he was the type of person who works fast and expects the same from me. And so I did. I felt harassed but so productive. I had a person micromanaging me which I don't mind as it is what I'm used to in my previous jobs.We managed to launch 2 projects and several more in the pipeline. He managed to push one project which I've been harping on for the past 4 years and I'm truly grateful.

Yesterday, he surprised us by announcing his resignation. Actually, I've learned about it in the grapevine (I work in a small industry) but kept quiet about it as I was praying that it's not true. I actually shed several tears during his announcement as I will honest-to-goodness miss him. He was our father figure and he fought some of our battles for us.

In the 7 months (4 months for me as I was on maternity leave for three months) that he was with our division, he implemented so many changes for the betterment of our people and introduced so many process saves. I learned so much from him in those short 4 months and I truly wish it was longer.

I wish that whoever will take over will have the same drive and passion as he had. One who will inspire me to do my job the best way that I can.